Sometimes i don’t know how to express my feelings. How to express my emotions. Other times i am afraid to say what it is on my mind. Ain’t fear what holds me. I like to think in some way I actually protecting those that push my buttons.
No many words when I am anguing with someone …but i mean what i said. I been told for so many people that when I want to I am can be an smooth talker and I know I can bullshit most people. But why say too many words and at the end don’t say anything?
One, two or perhaps too many flaws…..i know that. Let’s be realistic everyone have flaws. Ain’t a perfect person.
Maybe ain’t the right person for you. But I do my best to fill your needs. I recognize when I make a mistake.
I might not be the man you want. But till the guy shows up I’ll keep you warm.
I don’t know much about poetry…. I just write what it pops on my mind. Or say how you make me feel.
Rude with my touch…. I try not to be. Sometimes just want to feel your skin against mine.
Ruthless with almost everyone. I am practical…. unless someone attack my circle. I do not care what happened to my neighbor.
I search inside myself….. and I love my grown….. when I love someone I go all in
I have not idea what it feels to win…… some people says it is because i don’t risk much and I just try……I do known that when I lose i own my loses… I try to learn from em. To see what I did wrong. And improved myself.
I don’t know how to swim….. but I do it….. fears many….just don’t let those control me.
In my 33 years I learn that if I am good, healthy, happy, sad, mad, angry…… to the universe that means shit. Everything keeps going around me.